Too many things on my mind

It is really hard to stay put and relaxed when you know that there are so many things that should be done.

It is okay with me when I struggle with school works but when it comes to my family and friends, I can't just keep myself from being silent because it hurts me to

see those people I love hurting. It pains me even more when I can't do a thing for them to be happy.

I don't want to be the weakest link but it's as if it the reality because things are not going really well for me.

I tried to be the perfect one for them but it seems like I'm the wrong one. I don't know but that's what I feel right now.

Someone said to me that if I give up now how can I be strong for them the next day? That day I realized that I won't ever give up until I got what I really wanted at the first place. Although it's difficult to do it but I will strive hard to accomplish what I have to do. Things won't be easy for now and I know it will be very hard but as long as there are still people who believes on what I can do then I won't ever give up.

Actually, I read the Bible earlier(I'm not that religious but that's what I felt at that time). So I read IT and I saw a phrase that really made me want to strive hard even if the world seems to let my heart and soul down.

MARK 11:24;

Therefore, I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye recieve them, and you shall have them.

This phrase really made me inspire and become to be a better person. When I read it, I know that GOD wants me to fight and not to give up. I know that this is not the time to give up on HIM so I decided to blog this. I hope that I will then feel better after this since I was too depressed on what I must do.

Things come and go and If you don't believe on what you can do then who would believe you?