Such a failure

Hello everyone~!

Well, I'm feeling down today because of some circumstances that came in my family's life. It is really hard to be happy or to even smile if there are still things that really made you sad. Every time, I see my mom I wish I could take all her pain away. I wanted her to be really happy. I hate him for hurting her. I hate him for giving her such problems. I hate him for being so demanding and made her like a fool. I hate him because she loves him and I can't do anything about it but just to remain silent.

I hate it when I can't do something for her to make her feel a worthy and loving mom. I hate it when I saw someone say bad things about her and they don't even know what is behind all this. Even I don't have any idea how this will go but all I know is that I want to protect her from hurting.

I don't know what to do. I want to strangle him to death. I know that's the worst thing that I want to do but I will surely won't do it. I won't do it. I hope there will be a better chance that he will change how he treats her because it hurts me to see him treating her like that.

For now, I will just remain silent.