Confused Mind

I really can't seem to understand them. I tried to be good but then it turns out that I became the bad one. I really don't know what to do. Sometimes, the people that you think your closest with can understand the real you but in the end you will realize that you are the only one who can understand yourself. No one can do it it only but you.

I hate to think that that is the truth but reality check it is true. Whatever things I did, it was for them but then they just throw it away like a rag and leaving me behind. I am not telling that I am the victim but I am really hurting right now. It hurts when someone did something terrible to you and just throw all the things that you two shared together.

As of now, I am in despair and confused on what I should do. I hope this thing would stop.

Pray to the LORD and He can help us to reach for what we have to reach. :)