Woah~ I feel like it's been years since I've been here. Well, of course I had my priorities, STUDIES of course. What else could it be?! I'm so happy that I've been doing this thing because through this I can exrpess myself without any hesitations. Why? It is because I know that nobody read this (I think especially to those that I know) so here I am. Blogging my random life as care free as it should be. I want to be a jellyfish. Roaming around the ocean so care free and relax.
These past few months, it's been so rough. The people that I thought might be true to me was just my own imaginations. I thought those people will become my true firends but I was wrong. I never thought that these things could happen to me. Furthermore, it's been months since the incident happened but it still hurts. It hurts me even more when I knew that I was the only one who didn't know the truth. They were all trying to hide it from me. Is that what you call "TRUE FRIENDSHIP"? If it is then I don't want that kind of relationship.
True friendship means that they wil always be there for you when you needed them. Or sometimes even if they're not there, you know that they will always be there for you. This relationship will go through even if those people we're not together always. The only thing that binds them is their trust and love. If one of them didn't have these, then I may say that it's not the real thing.
Should I say more?
Maybe, that's just it. That was their chosen life. You know what I choose, I choose to be silent. The only thing that I did was that I message one of them and that's when I bursted out all my hurt feelings but in a very nice way that I could possible think of. There were no foul words but I knew that at some point I made them angry. The line was this, "I don't want to involve myself to anyone of you". Maybe that line was the worst but I think all in all, that's just it. I just said my honest feelings, nothing more, nothing less. I'm only a person who have feelings.
The thing that I'm thankful for is that there's always someone I know that will always be there for me. He always listens to what I say. He always makes me realized things. He is always there to protect and support me to my weakest point. I really thank the LORD JESUS for that.
In times of hardships, I know that HE will always be there for me no matter what. Just reach for HIM through your heart and soul and HE will be there.
We can choose what path we are going to have. We can choose what direction we will go through.
And that's the will of freedom that GOD gave to us since we had our own knowledge.
Life as we make it can change everything else but the only thing that never change is the love of GOD for all of us.
YOUR CHOICE, YOUR PATH, YOU LIFE.
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